Saturday - rested (fluey coldy thing)
Sunday - caught up on lots of computer type jobs (which made me feel better)
Monday - mentioned in Sponsor Blog Bits on the UKScrappers front page
Tuesday - DS1 got an A in two of his Chemistry papers... now he has shown us he can do it, he needs to keep it up!
Wednesday - a trouble shared is a trouble halved
Thursday - getting through the day
Friday (in advance) - CROP NIGHT with the lovely ladies (yes!!!)
Saturday (in advance) - Holystone Crop (yes!!! so don't you dare snow, weather!)
You know when you just wonder what your purpose is? What is it all about? Why are you here? What is the grand plan?
I don't think I have the definitive answer - does anyone?!
But.... I really think that I was just meant to be DS1s and DS2s mam. Everything that I have done in my working life has provided me with all the skills I need to have to deal with these two young men I have. They are gorgeous and I love them and they are fine and dandy. However, I have said in the past... DS1 has 'it' in bucket loads and just doesn't use it.... DS2 wishes he had 'it' but has two major barriers no matter how much he tries. And if I hadn't had the professional experiences I have had, I would not have been able to support either of them the way they need to be supported. My goodness it is hard and I am really tired at the minute (tired of fighting everyone and everything really). But if they didn't have me, where would they be... especially DS2, my little star. And DS1 if you are reading this (well why would you??), you are my big star too lol.
So I think that is my rock for this week... I am here to be their 'mam' and everything else is just ........ well I will let you fill in the blanks!
Thankyou for all the lovely lovely comments as always and if anyone out there (I know some of you do) has experiences of Dyslexia and DCD, give yourself a big hug and treat yourself to something today, because you really deserve it, you yummy scrummy mummies. jenxxxx